She doesn’t like to talk about her childhood. Instead, she spins the tale of a near-perfect nuclear family: a mother, a father, and two older siblings who saw her as their lesser. The runt of the family, she was, with no accomplishments for her parents to proudly present in front of their relatives and friends, amounting to nothing in their eyes — not when her older siblings are successful in every way of the word, not when she lacked what they had.
Neglected in praise and affection, Ceres did all she could to grab their attention: starting fights in school, going out past curfew, hanging out with trouble. It caused conflict between her and her parents, who felt nothing but disappointment towards her actions. The rift in their relationship irreparable, Ceres cut off ties with them post-graduation.
Is that the truth? Who knows.
After living on her own, she worked some odd jobs and made do with what she had at her disposal: her voice, and her looks. Her daily life became a series of blurred memories, until a chance encounter with Lilith turned a Tinder date into an impromptu audition, which she passed with flying colors. Since then, she's began her career as a member of ETK.
CERES. (/ səˈrɛs /)
Front Man & Rhythm Guitarist of ETK.
May 1.
(Taurus Sun, Cancer Moon, Virgo Rising.)
Height: 5'2" (158 cm).
Sexuality: Lesbian.
Relationship Status: Taken.
MBTI: INFJ-T.
Temperament: Melancholic.
Likes: women, coffee, transparency, being right, competition, winning.
Dislikes: men, dealing with her problems, being forced, guilt, herself.
Repertoire: vocals, guitar, piano.
She is a paradox: meek, but proud. Vengeful, but not confrontational. Determined, but hesitant. It all varies depending on her mood — but one thing for certain is Ceres does what she wants. With a low impulse control and whimsical desires, she often finds herself in situations she could very well live without being in, yet she has no regrets following her heart. Every decision she makes on a whim is a poorly calculated risk, and she’s prepared to face the consequences.
When on the stage, her demeanor changes — she becomes commanding and enthralling, like a siren coaxing sailors to their deaths. Standing at the center of attention with all eyes on her, Ceres prospers: she grows in confidence, revitalized with an energy she seldom displays. She performs at her peak, giving her all to every song.
But offstage, she is more reserved: drained of all energy, she exists in isolation and only comes out when prompted, otherwise disappearing off the face of the earth for days. Years of neglect and feeling like a burden has caused her to be hesitant to reach out to others, even those who she feels comfortable with. She doesn’t like to be pitied.
Under construction.
THE BASICS:
— gmt - 8.
— 19+ ooc.
— triggers will be labelled as [trigger here] //.
— slow at dms; please be patient!
FOR PLOTTING:
— please remember to read bio and personality beforehand for plots. don’t be afraid to ask about anything not addressed in those pages.
— again, slow at dms, so please bear with me if i take a while to respond!
— will not write plots containing mature themes with minors; please be 18+ before initiating a discussion.
PAST RPS.
2018:
➛ retrograde's irene.
➛ quaint's irene.
(lots of forgotten rps here.)
2019:
➛ sknu 2.0's irene.
➛ milky's krystal / yeri / yubin.
➛ lavender's krystal.
➛ gumdrop's joy.
➛ retrograde's irene.
➛ coven's jihyo.
➛ lovebot's jeongyeon.
➛ thrussy's seulgi.
➛ dalliance’s yeri / krystal.
➛ canvas' seulgi.
2020:
➛ gravity's irene.
➛ nemesis' irene.
CERES would like to give thanks to
Kye, River, Mira, Stevie Nicks (or Just Nyx), Avery, Sammy, Angelicque, Rina, Bellamy, Dannie, Rubyn, Yaeko, Aiden, Aurelie, Hades, Valfred, Jinora, Vivi, and those who have come and gone. (Also those I might have forgotten to mention in this section.)
And last but not least, ETK for allowing me this opportunity to become a member of the band. Without ETK, I wouldn’t have befriended some of the funniest people in the world, and there’s not a day that goes by that I don’t smile or laugh because of their antics. To Lilith, Kaia, Jae, Nat, and Spencer — thank you. I love you all.